Unfinished 1

Never heard and never spoken
My promise still remains unbroken
Impossible ! some men may say
Against your Fate you walk your way

But fate is just a thing of mind
Some heartbeats are of other kind
I do not know what fate may bring
Of many women I did sing

But none of them did reach my heart
As this one did right from the start
So lover or just friend, whatever I may be
My promise is, my heart will follow thee

Empty promise ?

Honour ! what sweet word thou art
Promising heaven on a ratio-clouded earth
Aching in and out my heart
Dreams of love thou giv`st their birth

A love so full of truth and hope
A love searched so restlessly
No longer with this quest I cope
Darkness and despair come over me

Where art thou, savior !
Where is thy guiding light ?
Can`t stand the world`s behaviour
Can`t find the strength to fight

Fulfill thy promises, and I`ll do mine
For now, I still believe in thy promising shine

Fear of Again

Like a falling star,
but there's no earth.
Heart travelled so far,
since my second birth.

Returned to home and fear,
so safe and frightened.
Like a silence at my ear,
makes all my thoughts enlightened.

Friendship and love,
like water and ice,
like turtle and dove,
one thing but twice.

Where shall I go, where shall i be ?
All my feelings, they come back to thee.

Farewell - Broken Promise

I thank thee for the things though showed to me
For a life that passed within minutes
To my feelings though hast been the key
There was nothing in between that separates

But now, my dear, feelings have changed
From pride and love to deep despair
This life, by god not well arranged,
Changed every thought into nightmare

I see thy picture and I can hear my heart
Crackling. So I must close my eyes and banish
Thine image from my mind. We'll part !
Writhing, I command thy memory to vanish !

Hereby, I declare thy death,
                                    as politicians do.
And like them, I am not true...

First Night

This night,
I can see myself
in your eyes.
This night,
I can hold myself
in your arms.
This night,
I can taste myself
from your lips.
Are you me ?
Am I you ?
Who are we
and who is who ?
This night,
I know nothing
but love.